I've been having cramps, that's why.
Bloody painful, i can't even sit up.
It sucks coz i'm so damn exhausted and sleepy, but the cramps are waking me up almost immediately everytime i manage to fall asleep.
Now the painful cramps have subsided (a real tiny bit), but then i can't seem to fall asleep on command.
Hopefully can wake up early enough for breakfast and the morning swim with Huda at 9am..
Honey happened to call and IM-ed me when i was sleeping a little just now.
He nudged me tons of time, i woke up to find so many messages, on MSN, on Facebook, and on my handphone which he tried to call, but somehow it was switched off.
I think he's freakin pissed off with me right now.
Maybe that, or he's just asleep.
Either way, i'm so sorry sayang..
I somehow fell asleep during an online game of Scrabble, sorry to Danial for that!
Sorry to Laurent too, for not replying you on MSN.
Sorry to my other friends too, who IM-ed me.
They must be nervous now, maybe they think i hate them or they must have done something wrong to me, because usually i reply immediately.
Isn't it fun to keep your friends on their toes, HAHAHAHA.
So i havent updated on my life for quite awhile.
Nothing much has happened since i'm done with poly.
My weekdays are mostly spent slacking at home, spending time with Zullalah, or hanging out with friends.
Weekends are booked for work at Escape Theme Park.
Some days are put aside for climbing, preparing a tiny bit for Pumpfest.
ZuLovie is going for umrah on the 16th May, he'll be away for 2 weeks.
Our 10th monthsary will be on the 18th, he won't be in S'pore.
Pumpfest is on the 15th, 16th and 17th May, he won't be in S'pore either.
My graduation ceremony will be on the 21st May, he won't be in S'pore either.
He'll be going to NS on the 7th July...
Which means, he won't be celebrating our 1st year anniversary with me.
Wow, that pretty much sucks.
But hey, distance isn't suppose to mean anything.
Apparently, the love'll always be there, no matter where it is, where it's coming from.
Sigh...
Have you ever found out about stuff you didnt wanna know, then can't stop rummaging around, to find out even more?
Even though the facts you discover hurts so damn bad, but you just can't seem to stop?
Then after all that ''knowledge'' gathering, you want to ignore it, coz you don't wanna think about it anymore.
But dammit, it's too late, you already found out too much, it's not simple to just chuck it aside.
Curiosity killed my heart.
Have to refuse the truth, because it hurts lesser that way..
Sigh, sigh, sigh....
xoxo
Shai
~I LoVe You Endlessly~
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