I miss doing nothing with friends in school.
Although, i can't say i miss being broke constantly.
Haha.
Well, time to grow up!
Work's been fine so far.
All i need is a bike or a car to keep me from dying of travellingitis.
I might be in some kind of quarter-life crisis here.
I feel like i have achieved nothing in life, and there's nothing to push me forward.
Simply, my life = fucking mundane.
I don't think i can ever be happy living in Singapore for the rest of my life.
I can't stand the sight of endless HDB blocks anymore.
I can't stand seeing the same shops in every mall that exists in S'pore.
I hate the fact that wherever you go in this country, you'll bump into someone you know.
And no matter the fact that you just met someone entirely new, he's bound to be related to you in some way or another. (Yes iffah, i'm talking about him, haha)
Euurrgghhh.
It's just too small!!!
F&%*$@&*%@#*&!#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lately i've been thinking about death.
How i'm so not prepared for the afterlife, and how lonely i would be there.
I don't think you'll get to see any of your loved ones there, not your family, not your friends.
Supposedly you'll have your other half there, specially created just for you, the one that you'd live with for eternity.
But what if i don't want just any other half?
What if i only want him?
I really pray that he's the one.
HAHAH oh my gawd, SHUT UP SHAI!
So gay.
xoxo
Shai
~I LoVe You Endlessly~
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